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"Finding Yourself"
By: Spencer Buxton
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Preface: Spencer is a 14 year old freshman
in high school and wrote this paper in September of 2006 as part of an
English class assignment. In his first year of running, he has already
run a 4:59 mile and made it to the 2006 Cross-Country Nationals in
Spokane, Washington.

It was just a small race. One that
mom told me about. The night before it happened. I thought she was
crazy. I didn’t run. I wasn’t in shape. And she was telling me about
a race less than twelve hours before I had to run. Yeah, right. She
said they have door prizes. Many prizes. Good prizes. Like baseball
tickets. I liked that. Prizes for people who didn’t win. It made me
want to run. Just for a prize.
The gun went off and we started
running. It was just kids. That’s all I had to run against. But I was
just a kid too. And a mile seemed a long way away. I didn’t like it
that I was running to a place I couldn’t see yet. We started slow. But
just at first. After a while I started going a little faster. Just a
little. Just to see what I could do. How fast I could go. I passed
one kid. Then another. Then another. I realized after a while that I
had a great number of people behind me. I also realized that there
weren’t many people in front of me. As we came down the street I could
see it. The finish line. Now I could see where I was going. Where
the journey ended. I passed a few more people and found out I had come
in third. That wasn’t bad. I couldn’t really stand up very well at the
end but I had enjoyed the result. It wasn’t a 1st place
victory. But it still felt like a win. To me.
It takes people years to find out
what they want in life. Years. It took me a few minutes. People can
spend half their lives deciding on what they want to do with the other
half. Half their lives. I knew. I knew after that race. What I
wanted to do. I wanted to do things people didn’t think possible.
Including myself. Running for a long time, or running fast, was
something that I had not thought I could do. But I could.
I had played other sports. In all
those sports, I had not been the best. Not even close. But now I could
be.
In that race I found a new sport.
I found something I was good at. I found something to do. I even found
a coach. I wouldn’t know it until later. But I had found a coach. A
coach that would, and still does, push me to run faster and harder than
I ever thought I could do.
All that happened in one race. In
just a few minutes.
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